honey, but we got no money.

Daddy, i'm so sorry, s-s-sorry yeah.



That's right. It's exactly what you think it.

Ill have a blue christmas without you.

"The heart-broken tale of unrequited love during the holidays had long been considered a Christmas staple"

I'll have a blue christmas without you. I'll be so blue just thinking about you. Decorations of red on a green christmas tree, won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me. And when those blue snowflakes start falling, that's when those blue memories start calling. You'll be doin' all right, with your christmas of white-but I'll have a blue, blue blue blue christmas.

I'd post a heart-breakingly handsom picture of Elvis under normal circumstances, however my MacBook is spending the holidays with the apple store getting it's video card replaced. I, on the other hand, will be spending it with a fully stocked fridge, time and a half pay at work, and cards sent to me by corporations but not a single person I know.

At least I have new years to look forward to.


Oh wait..

ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU.

Incase anyone has a lot of disposable income feels inclined to spend a lot of said income on myself, I would like to remind this person of a particular YSL sold out turquoise ring that would make me the happiest lady in parkdale.


I'll look as happy as Alexa Chung here, denim in hand. I just noticed I'm already wearing the corresponding nailpolish...i'm on my way.

ICDK.

I have to work at the eaton centre tomorrow at 7am, making two, two finger pyramid stud rings very apropos.

Try not to be bothered by my old lady hands. I mean, artist hands?

Oh no she didn't.

Yes, i'm about to study for my history of typography exam via my blog.

Caslon, William Caslon-1730 Serif Transitional (Like baskerville Q but with shorter tail)
Baskerville, John Baskerville-1750 Serif Transitional (Long fancy Tail on Q that extends beyond body)
Helvetica, Miedinger, 1957-Sans Serif Grotesque (Blunt tail on Q)
Futura, Paul Renner, 1930-Sans Serif Geometric (sharp tail on Q inside and out)
Times New Roman, Morison-1930 Transitional (pointy tail on Q outside only)
Rockwell, Monotype Corporation-1930 Slab Serif (think eye exam letters)
Garamond, Claude garamond-1530 Old Style (wikipedia capital W)
Bickman Script, Lipton-1990 Script Formal (super fancy)
Mistral, Excoffon-1953 Script Informal (Parisian handwriting)
Franklin Gothic, Benton-1900 Grotesque (Super heavy think black)




Just checked, they're all correct.

"l'enfer, c'est les autres"

"Three strangers, trapped in a room for all eternity, each wanting something from the other, a wish unfulfilled. Sartre's vision of hell.......



hell is other people."

Love is natural and real but not for such as you and I, my love

"If you're so funny, then why are you on your own tonight ? And if you're so clever, then why are you on your own tonight ? If you're so very entertaining, then why are you on your own tonight ? If you're so very good-looking, why do you sleep alone tonight ? I know ...'Cause tonight is just like any other night.
That's why you're on your own tonight



I didn't sleep last night and don't see myself being able to sleep tonight either. There are just too many things on my mind. I broke my permanent retainer on my bottom teeth, and won't have time to get it fixed until next week. Also, i've had this strange insatiable hunger for the last couple of days. I consume so much and still feel empty-in more ways than one, it seems. I find I keep myself constantly busy as a means to distract myself, but when it comes time to fall asleep there is nothing to prevent me from mulling over everything I otherwise try so hard to ignore.

'Lonely people are always up in the middle of the night'

What's amatter baby? can't breathe?

From the start I see the end.
"You have all the tools, you can do it-I can see you have the potential......but, do you have the passion? I think you don't have the passion"

Mid-life crisis at 22. Which i've been anticipating for about 2 years. I've got no idea what to do, what else I could ever do. Who to talk to, where to go. Everything becomes more and more off-course and nothing seems to become more clear. Transparent to people who I barley even know.


On an unrelated note:"I remember as soon as I made that notable hans zimmer song my ringtone I would regret it. I remember thinking as soon as I did it 'This is going to be horrible when we break up, every time my phone rings it's going to make me think of you and it's going to be horrible' and about a month or so after it happened that thought process of mine came back to me. The ringtone wasn't horrible like I thought it would be.

Yes, of course, it made me think of you. But everything did.

Absolutely everything.

So, on it's own, it wasn't horrible. It was just one of the hundreds of contributors that made you incessantly on my mind and impossible to forget. Seems to typical-something I anticipate being horrible was less so-but only in relation to everything else which was equally so.

I miss you every single day.
I don't know what will help after 7 months and nothing feels better.




Chanel Paris-Shanghai collection might.