I can see it (but I can't feel it)

I'm taking a break from drinking. I have so much homework to do. I'm going to chicago again on thursday, even though i can't really afford it. I wish it was my reading week. If you don't give me any reason to think there is something between us, then i won't think there is something between us. I miss my parents. This is a poorly organized entry with no real point. Here are some random life drawing exercises: One. Two. Three. I wish my scanner wouldn't fuck with the contrast and totally flatten out all of my images. I wish my leg would stop being so sore. I wish my piece of shit refurbished router would work on a consistent basis. I wish i could relax. I wish i could sleep.