OMFG.

Presque noir.

Random non-sequential photo update.

Winter. I sad.

The BF and I drinking 40's and pumpkin beer in grange park.

Acquired new tattoos.

teef.

F'ed up pumpkin michelle made (lit via bikelight)

Michelle coloured my tattoos.

Boo-rrito

VIK.

I am always a ray of sunshine.

Parkdale. What more can I say?

routine bites hard.

nothing to say other than work sucks. winter is here and i can't deny it's presence anymore. i still have no internet but i have acquired a kitchen table of sorts which when my computer is rested on it, seems to get relatively good service (thank you ridemypony?) which is nice. although, 2 of the legs of my table in fact are my radiator which are currently burning my leg. moms is coming to pick me up soon, tomorrow is (hopefully) the last teeth-related surgery i have to have. (unless i pull a vik-zing!). i don't have any money but picked these up anyway: (not that i think anyone is interested, but i don't like to post sans-pic)


ps. favourite song right now (don't hate)

Fated to pretend.

So because bell appointments and dry loops are equally stupid, i still do not have the internet. I am however, at my parents house for thanksgiving (we're all very drunk). It's october and i couldn't be happier,with the exception of the fact that i feel like im drifting apart from some people. I guess we're all just busy. Anyways, fall is my favourite time of year and halloween is my favourite holiday, and i plan on soaking up as much of the season as possible. I am horrible at updating. I have the worst e-life ever.

See you fucked up weekend.

Resurection.

So, between the chaos of working full time, moving with very little notice and only my boyfriend* and a mini-van to help me, and going to Europe for three weeks, i haven't updated at all. Clearly. Oh, and i don't have the internet at my new apartment yet. But i should within 5 to 7 business days, or so i'm told. So this is simply my 'i am still breathing but just not active online' post in case any of you have been incessantly refreshing your browsers in hopes of an update (if that is the case, you should probably get a life/RSS client?) Anyway since i'm not in school this semester, once i get the internet back you can all look forward to plenty of updates and intimate details of my European excursion. And once that is out of the way i will probably only talk about gossipgirl. Untill then...



* Did i mention i have a boyfriend? I do now, which is quite lovely. If you haven't had the pleasure of meeting him, basically all you need to know is that he is devastatingly hansom, and brings me beer and tacobell. Which is all i could hope for in a companion.

Moving to parkdale!

A preview of my new bachelor apartment...(sooo goth)










Buy this for me! (My birthday is soon!)

Hey, these are the rains you've read about

And christ, it's all coming down...



I'm not sure if i've ever felt so helpless in my life. I know that there is nothing i could ever do to make you feel like your self again-to make you feel okay. And it's not because i don't think i mean enough to you to make you feel better, i'm not trying to say that at all. There are just some things that no one can help us with. The part that is the worst for me is that you finally saw yourself the way that i had always seen you. You finally realized your own worth. And i was terrified that if he went, that would go with it. All i want is for some way to make you see yourself the way you really are. (I am completely aware that all of this is hypocritical and can probably be said about me too, but hey, after realizing how much the same we really are, it shouldn't really come as a surprise i suppose).

There' s a black cloud in the sky to keep you from winning.

14 days:

-To find an appartment
-To register for school
-To pack everything i own
-To move
-To pack for europe
-To organize my european destinations
-To work as much as my job will allow

Could be interesting. There is a place, however that i've got my heart set on. Cross your fingers for me-especially if you love parkdale. I'm horrible at uploading all the pictures i take with my phone. (MAYBE IF THE IPHONE HAD A WAY TO SEND MASS PIC E-MAILS) Anyway, here are some from the last week (or so?):


The closest thing to children i'll ever have.

'Helping' ASL move. I've heard moving everything down 6 flights of fire-escape is the best kind of move.

Sitting on the truck with a screwdriver (obviously protecting his belongings from crackheads) in the middle of spadina. Felt like i was gunna be clipped by any/every car.

Obvi.

Pitcher of sangria while waiting for Dani. It was nice of them to assume it would be split among 4.

ATM circa 1983 (that will probably steal my pin information) with random gibberish!

Shotgunnin' beers in an ally whilst trying not to get shit on by an army of pigeons.


Ally cat party! It's hard to tell, but there were six (that we could see) kitties just chillin'.

OMFG!

Too bad i'll have to wait until i'm back from europe :(

Against the world.

Evidently, the universe is avidly against the idea of me updating my blog-so much so that they felt the need to first take away my internet, then just take away my electricity all together. So apparently there was a fire next door and my house hasn't had power for the last 4 days. I thought it was fun and exciting for about 3 hours until i became bored, lonely, hungry, sweaty and unable to see in order to pee. I do how electricity once again, balance within the universe has been restored, i am able to update my blog once again, and i'm going to a moz/smiths night that people seem actually excited about?! What's wrong with the beaver...

Nerd alert.

Good news for me and my iphone, as soon all varieties of applications will now be available to us! Now i can stop checking my RSS hourly to see what hacker blogs have been updated. Considering i really don't know anything about computers, i'm pretty much a nerd. I've inherited all the bad qualities (weird, obsessive) and seemingly grazed over the good ones (being able to mod your computer with blue lights or setting up your wifi). I'm not all bad, however. Later today michelle and I are going to the beach in what can only be considered a wonderful burst of spontaneous unnerdy-ness. () LOL.

P.S. My iphone is more goth than your iphone.

NOM NOM NOM

(Not pictured: fries)

So KFC now has a vegetarian chicken sandwich?! I got one today-and while it looks nothing like the picture, i was surprised at how good it was. Also, coupons for a free one! Everyone go buy this please so it stays around long enough for me to experiment and create the best KFC/Tacobell hybrid sandwich. The world is really making it difficult for me to ever eat properly.

I'm back, with nothin' to say.

I don't have the internet anymore.

Which is a legitimate excuse for once, as to why i don't update my blog. I've done better than expected without it, I like to think- the fact that i've been sitting in a coffee time for an hour or so now just to get wifi does seem to speak volumes, though.
Things about the internet i miss include (but are not limited too):
-Missed connections
-youtube
-Ebay
-Missed connections
-Rss feeds and non-subscribed to blogs
-waffles (nomnomnom)
-Epicly Later'd
-status updates on facebook (its only redeeming quality, in my mind)
-Missed connections

This may in fact be the worst update, ever.

Throwing my arms around paris (and london)

I forgot to mention...

Soon i'll get back to legitimate updates. I take significantly more pictures with my iphone than I ever did with my sidekick.

All you need is me.

So Patrick epiclylaterd, duh directed Morrissey's new video for 'All you need is me' (which i think is my favourite of the new songs that i've heard). Why does he have to have the cutest mannerisms ever? I think it's really unhealthy how much I love him. I was at the Badstone hotel last night for some reason and some dude sang 'First of the gang'-it took all of my strength not to push him off stage and take over. Although, i'm sure i was singing louder than him anyway? It was one of the best times i've had in a while. I have been a terrible disgrace to the blogging world as Michelle pointed out. I'm not sure how i feel about things right now-i'm sort of in a weird place. Things I should be upset over i'm not-but I'm upset over the fact that i seem to have stopped caring. Which i suppose means I haven't stopped caring. Maybe this is why i shouldn't blog. Or maybe I can transform this into a blog documenting my descent into madness. Too late, i think.

I can't get no

I've been to a couple jays games in the last few weeks, but i won't be satisfied until the dome is fuckin' open-although apparently we were on TV on michelle's birthday.

500's or die.

A thumbs up for suburban racial ignorance.

Brandon is adorbes.

Aaron tries to be in every picture it seems.

Matt has the best facial hair.

$4.50

All of them.

All the time.

Toby's calves are intense.

What's a girl to do?

Yeah, still totally in love with Emile Hirsch because he is super babecamp. Basically, I just want to get lost in his eyes for hours at a time. Not really sure as to why the rest of a dude could be a mess, but as long as he's got beautiful eyes and teeth, i'm down. Needless to say, this picture is shower-nozzle masturbation material for a week. (Oh calm down, it's from Heathers. I don't even have a removable shower head)

Esoteric Agenda.

While i have been slacking as of late in terms of updates of what i've been doing, this is something that i feel takes priority. This is a movie i've discovered and while many of you may find the beginning similar to Zeitgeist-i can assure you it's worth watching specifically for the part on our food and water supply. And while i do acknowledge the potential bias that exists in every kind of media i'm exposed to, and i don't necessarily agree with all the ideas that are presented-this is still terrifying.

And i'm only perfect in an empty room.

Today was my first legitimate day off where i didn't have work or school, and i didn't do much other than a lot of walking around in my neighbourhood-which happens to be one of my favourite past times in the city. I really do love my city when i actually have time to appreciate it. Today i bought a new shirt and it came in a paper bag, which i really quite liked. I think i'm going to use it all the time now-much cooler than those anti-plastic bag bags. Stephen moved to england today-It will be strange once it really hits me. However, i do have a new roommate who moves in on saturday and brings his guitar hero with him.

In other great new about the universe, my iphone's auto correction recognizes 'no homo'. Yes.
And because i hate to update sans photo, Dani and I at the T-rock in minneapolis.