And I Don't know what I'm in for.

YEAH THAT'S RIGHT. THIS SONG IS FUCKING AMAZING. AND NOW ON MY IPHONE.

The low-life has lost its appeal.

And I'm tired of walking these streets to a room with a cupboard bare. I'm not sure what happiness means, but I look in your eyes and I know that it isn't there. There's ice on the sink where we bathe. So how can you call this a home when you know it's a grave ? But you still hold a greedy grace as you tidy the place. But it'll never be clean. And I don't believe in magic anymore. But I think you know, I really think you know. I think you know the truth. No heavenly choir-Not for me and not for you. Because I think that you know. I really think you know. I think you know the truth. We tried and we failed...

Look what you've done.

So Matthew Williamson for H&M (where I work for anyone who doesn't know anything about my life from the last 4 years) is doing the next designer colab. I worked at bloor for launch of phase | and it was crazier than usual, actually, as the collection was limited to 124 pieces at my location. Phase || will be at my store and i'm actually pretty excited about it. The reason I'm bothing to blog about this is for the campaign commercial which has leaked. Unfortunately the sound doesn't match up about half way through, but I think it's really clever. BTW, I also will now be working in our office doing recruitment for our stores (yay promotion of sorts?) SO I won't be in the store nearly as often for those who come to visit me AND i'll be the one ruthlessly turning away your resume and calling you to rub your nose in it. Kidding. Or am I? I am.

Being wrong never felt so right.

Last night was one of the best times I can remember having in a very long time. Lately i've felt very confused about the kind of person I'm becoming, but last night I felt so sure of myself, the people in my life, and how happy I was. It seems strange to me that a band that I've loved since I was 13 could still make me feel so good, and not simply from a nostalgic angle.

This wild world is a big bad hand pushing on my back, Do you understand?

Today I got bored and got a sweet elvis tattoo. Seems as though they'll replace my clothing vice. Not my drinking vice though. Or caffeine. Or the fact that I want to follow bat for lashes around the country and find a way to become natasha khan. Right now I feel as though I have no idea who I am supposed to be, and no idea where i'm going whatsoever. I also, can't decided how I feel about this either. It's not indifference, I just suppose I won't know how to feel until I decide who I am and what I want. I guess. I've never felt more confused or indecisive. Or Lost.

I've hung on, I have edged around this narrow ledge since the day I was born.