Being wrong never felt so right.

Last night was one of the best times I can remember having in a very long time. Lately i've felt very confused about the kind of person I'm becoming, but last night I felt so sure of myself, the people in my life, and how happy I was. It seems strange to me that a band that I've loved since I was 13 could still make me feel so good, and not simply from a nostalgic angle.

This wild world is a big bad hand pushing on my back, Do you understand?

Today I got bored and got a sweet elvis tattoo. Seems as though they'll replace my clothing vice. Not my drinking vice though. Or caffeine. Or the fact that I want to follow bat for lashes around the country and find a way to become natasha khan. Right now I feel as though I have no idea who I am supposed to be, and no idea where i'm going whatsoever. I also, can't decided how I feel about this either. It's not indifference, I just suppose I won't know how to feel until I decide who I am and what I want. I guess. I've never felt more confused or indecisive. Or Lost.

I've hung on, I have edged around this narrow ledge since the day I was born.