Presque noir.

Random non-sequential photo update.

Winter. I sad.

The BF and I drinking 40's and pumpkin beer in grange park.

Acquired new tattoos.

teef.

F'ed up pumpkin michelle made (lit via bikelight)

Michelle coloured my tattoos.

Boo-rrito

VIK.

I am always a ray of sunshine.

Parkdale. What more can I say?

routine bites hard.

nothing to say other than work sucks. winter is here and i can't deny it's presence anymore. i still have no internet but i have acquired a kitchen table of sorts which when my computer is rested on it, seems to get relatively good service (thank you ridemypony?) which is nice. although, 2 of the legs of my table in fact are my radiator which are currently burning my leg. moms is coming to pick me up soon, tomorrow is (hopefully) the last teeth-related surgery i have to have. (unless i pull a vik-zing!). i don't have any money but picked these up anyway: (not that i think anyone is interested, but i don't like to post sans-pic)


ps. favourite song right now (don't hate)

Fated to pretend.

So because bell appointments and dry loops are equally stupid, i still do not have the internet. I am however, at my parents house for thanksgiving (we're all very drunk). It's october and i couldn't be happier,with the exception of the fact that i feel like im drifting apart from some people. I guess we're all just busy. Anyways, fall is my favourite time of year and halloween is my favourite holiday, and i plan on soaking up as much of the season as possible. I am horrible at updating. I have the worst e-life ever.

See you fucked up weekend.

Resurection.

So, between the chaos of working full time, moving with very little notice and only my boyfriend* and a mini-van to help me, and going to Europe for three weeks, i haven't updated at all. Clearly. Oh, and i don't have the internet at my new apartment yet. But i should within 5 to 7 business days, or so i'm told. So this is simply my 'i am still breathing but just not active online' post in case any of you have been incessantly refreshing your browsers in hopes of an update (if that is the case, you should probably get a life/RSS client?) Anyway since i'm not in school this semester, once i get the internet back you can all look forward to plenty of updates and intimate details of my European excursion. And once that is out of the way i will probably only talk about gossipgirl. Untill then...



* Did i mention i have a boyfriend? I do now, which is quite lovely. If you haven't had the pleasure of meeting him, basically all you need to know is that he is devastatingly hansom, and brings me beer and tacobell. Which is all i could hope for in a companion.

Moving to parkdale!

A preview of my new bachelor apartment...(sooo goth)










Buy this for me! (My birthday is soon!)

Hey, these are the rains you've read about

And christ, it's all coming down...



I'm not sure if i've ever felt so helpless in my life. I know that there is nothing i could ever do to make you feel like your self again-to make you feel okay. And it's not because i don't think i mean enough to you to make you feel better, i'm not trying to say that at all. There are just some things that no one can help us with. The part that is the worst for me is that you finally saw yourself the way that i had always seen you. You finally realized your own worth. And i was terrified that if he went, that would go with it. All i want is for some way to make you see yourself the way you really are. (I am completely aware that all of this is hypocritical and can probably be said about me too, but hey, after realizing how much the same we really are, it shouldn't really come as a surprise i suppose).

There' s a black cloud in the sky to keep you from winning.

14 days:

-To find an appartment
-To register for school
-To pack everything i own
-To move
-To pack for europe
-To organize my european destinations
-To work as much as my job will allow

Could be interesting. There is a place, however that i've got my heart set on. Cross your fingers for me-especially if you love parkdale. I'm horrible at uploading all the pictures i take with my phone. (MAYBE IF THE IPHONE HAD A WAY TO SEND MASS PIC E-MAILS) Anyway, here are some from the last week (or so?):


The closest thing to children i'll ever have.

'Helping' ASL move. I've heard moving everything down 6 flights of fire-escape is the best kind of move.

Sitting on the truck with a screwdriver (obviously protecting his belongings from crackheads) in the middle of spadina. Felt like i was gunna be clipped by any/every car.

Obvi.

Pitcher of sangria while waiting for Dani. It was nice of them to assume it would be split among 4.

ATM circa 1983 (that will probably steal my pin information) with random gibberish!

Shotgunnin' beers in an ally whilst trying not to get shit on by an army of pigeons.


Ally cat party! It's hard to tell, but there were six (that we could see) kitties just chillin'.